'JUNE Seventeen year old gemini with random hyperactivity. Loves ambiguity, oxymorons, quotes and the beauty of words. Laming is her forte. Has absolutely no concept about time. Fetish for sexy ears and rabbit teeth. Wants to go on a globe trotting adventure. Can never resist food, especially potato, tofu and eggs. A sucker for rainy days.
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6 PW Oral Presentation
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18 Wisdom Tooth Operation
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27 Hongkong Trip~

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16 CSS 3 With BGFF! (:
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1 New Year!
7 Sentosa w AO (:
12 School reopens ): ): ):
23 LAO DOU's Bday! :D
26 Lunar New Yearrrrr! (:
30 AO's house for steamboat! (:





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Great day today. Extremely super nice. Hah. Who am I kidding. It totally SUCKS BIG TIME okay. Actually wasn't planning to go to school in the first place, but Minghui told me we're gonna get our papers back, so I in the end, I still went. Guess what. We were late, the two of us. Alright, it's because of me that we're late. Sorry man!
Oh well. The school gate was closed already when we reached there. Damn it. I was like, forget it, let's just run twenty rounds and serve detention for today. All I want is to get my papers, especially history and chinese. Many students were stuck outside school. Minghui then decided we should just skip lessons altogether today. I agreed. Headed back to the MRT station, alighted at Sembawang. I was complaining about having to wake up early in the morning for nothing. Argh.
Both of us were thrown sideway glances from passerbys. I seriously detest this kinda feeling. Hah. Anyway. We made our way to some park like place and sat on the swings. Okay, sounds lame. [To tell the truth, I was rather at peace that time. As if nothing mattered at that point in time, no worries, no cares, no nothing. Isn't it a great feeling? Swinging brings back wonderful memories of the past to me, those when I was still a little moron, who knew not much about this complicated world, who knew nothing else other than to have fun and enjoy myself. So carefree, so light-hearted. It's been ages... I haven't felt like this for a long while. I remember the times when we haven't moved to Sembawang, when I was still in a primary school. Vividly, I could picture that one fine day, with the blue sky that blanketed over us, with fluffy white cotton-candy like clouds hanging in small clusters in the warm embrace of the sky. Mummy brought me and my sister to a park on top on the hill, and she pushed us on the swings. We would always beg her not to use too much strength, not to swing us too high up, for fear that we'll fall off if she did. She'll then purposely increase her strength of push and reply cheekily: So do you promise to be more obedient next time? My sister and I would stubbornly not comply at the beginning, but change our minds later, as we got lifted off the ground at a greater height, screaming in unison that we'll do whatever we're told to.]
Back to what I was saying. After playing around at the place, singing once in a while, we walked all the way back to Sun Plaza and had breakfast in Macdonalds. Super funny at that time, me and Minghui were playing some 'Wen Zi Jie Long' game and I realised I'm better at linking words then memorising things. =\
Walked around the shopping centre, feeling somewhat bored and anticipating our results. History news came first, I got 38/50. Structured essay 24/25, source-based 14/25. Luckily, my efforts for the former paid off, but I'm pissed that bloody SBQ pulled my grades down. Bleah. Cooped ourselves in the library and read some books while anxiously waiting for literature results, staring and checking the message inbox frequently for news of some sort. It came soon. Got 54/100 overall for paper 1 and 2. I'm contented! Cause I know I hadn't studied much for literature this time round. Chinese was the worst. 49/90 for paper 1, 85/110 for paper 2. Fucking disappointing- for paper 1. I knew deep down in my heart that I hadn't performed up to my usual standards and I felt that I've let myself down, I hadn't met my own expectations. What in the world is a B3? This grade has seemed so far away from me, ever since secondary one. Not trying to be boastful or what not here, but this feeling doesn't actually rock. Down in the dumps, you get me? Effing turned off by how badly I did for my paper 1, for the composition part. I merely passed by one mark when this aspect was supposedly where I normally did pretty well in. Okay, I wrote off the point. Okay, I admit my sentence structures really is screwed up. Okay, I understand my content isn't very full and interesting. I know, I know. Throughout the entire composition, with regards to all the paragraphs I've penned down, I was only writing my thoughts and opinions on the topic they've set. Nothing else, just two and a half pages on my two cents worth of crap. Hah. Great. My A1 just flew out of the window and kissed me farewell. Really, I'm damn upset. Perhaps it's time I did some reflections and ponder over how to get my best subject in the past back onto the right track. Having an irritating headache that won't go away right now. I feel vulgar. Hah.
9:54:00 PM